{"id":3974,"date":"2016-09-01T13:46:33","date_gmt":"2016-09-01T18:46:33","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.f3ashley.com\/2021\/?p=3974"},"modified":"2016-09-01T16:44:11","modified_gmt":"2016-09-01T21:44:11","slug":"beauty-in-brokenness","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.f3ashley.com\/2021\/christian-encouragement\/beauty-in-brokenness\/","title":{"rendered":"Beauty In Brokenness"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\n
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Beauty In Brokenness<\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/span>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<\/em><\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

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\u201cThe righteous cry out, and the Lord hears, and delivers them out of all their troubles. The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves such as have a contrite spirit.\u201d<\/span> <\/span><\/span><\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

-Psalm 34:17-18<\/span><\/span><\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

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Never have I known the meaning of brokenness like I have this past year. At the beginning of 2016 I asked the Lord to refine me and to mold me during this season. I wanted Him to prepare me for the future and the purpose He had for my life. So I stepped away from social media, cleared my life and mind of distractions and clutter, and sought everyday to the best of my ability to allow His word and will to guide my life. Little did I know that God\u2019s refinement process for me would involve loss<\/strong>, hurt,<\/strong> brokenness<\/strong>, and testing<\/strong>. <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Life and it\u2019s experiences broke me down all the way to the core. There were many things that happened to me in this season of life that I did not see coming\u2026loss after loss, heartache after heartache, heartbreak after heartbreak, death of friends and death of family. I remember there were many nights that I laid on the cold room of my floor weeping, unable to move. <\/span><\/span><\/span>All I had enough strength to say through my pool of tears was,\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cLord help me. I need you.\u201d<\/strong><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Many days I felt that God had forgotten about me, that He didn\u2019t truly love me because He allowed all these things to happen to me. The pain was so great..so unbearable that there were some days that I was angry, other days just simply confused, and other nights extremely overcome with uncontrollable grief. <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Crying was an almost\u00a0every day\u00a0thing.<\/strong><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Smiling and laughing seemed so foreign to me. <\/strong><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

I was broken.<\/strong><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

I was hurting.<\/strong><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

I was in desperate need of healing.<\/strong><\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

I didn\u2019t feel like myself, I didn\u2019t feel like Ashley anymore. Even the most encouraging word from a family member or a friend couldn\u2019t truly restore me, or fix the hurt I was experiencing. I felt imprisoned by my brokenness. I wanted to be set free, I wanted to be fixed and restored! <\/span><\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

And that\u2019s exactly what God did and is STILL doing..\u00a0\u201cfixing<\/em> and restoring<\/em> me.\u201d<\/span><\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

I write this to you right now as a person who has been broken by life, but yet is still standing<\/em>, still believing<\/em> and still trusting<\/em> in an amazing God!<\/strong> I couldn\u2019t see it then, but boy oh boy do I see it now! Each experience this past year was apart of God\u2019s refining process for my life. In the midst of my brokenness, He was restoring me, rebuilding me and molding me into the woman of God that He wanted me to be. There were things about the old Ashley that He needed to remove and break out of me. Things like, \u201clack of faith, pride, a need to control, an unforgiving heart, pessimism, resentment, and selfishness.\u201d <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

My brokenness in this season revealed my unrighteous behavior, but what was even more astounding is that my brokenness revealed God\u2019s righteous character!<\/strong> <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Through my brokenness, His love, His comfort, His faithful presence and redemptive glory seeped through every crack of my hurting heart.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

My brokenness coerced me to lay<\/em> at God\u2019s feet,<\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

weep<\/em> at His feet, <\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

and STAY <\/em>at His feet.<\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

Never had I been more desperate for God then in my brokenness.<\/strong>\u00a0And because of that\u00a0my relationship with God was strengthened and is still being strengthened. <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

He is my best friend, my everything, and my all and all. He fixed me when no one or nothing else could! His word spoke to my pain and healed my hurt. He brought my joy, my smile, and my laughter back when I thought it was forever lost.<\/strong> He infused a strength within me, that I never knew I could possess. He changed me by first allowing me to be broken and then putting me back together as a more refined vessel for Him. <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

He\u2019s still piecing me back together. There are still days where \u00a0I\u00a0feel\u00a0\u00a0a tinge of sting from old healing wounds. Even some days, where healing scabs get nicked and tears start to well within me. But I have learned to run to my source of healing..my ultimate healer and refiner..my loving Heavenly Maker.<\/strong> Even on the most painful day, He has a way of always making me feel better\u00a0and as a result He\u2019s able to TRULY<\/strong> make me better. <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

Oh what beauty I have found in my brokenness!<\/span><\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

My friend\u00a0as you read these words, I want you to know this. God loves you\u2026even in your brokenness! I\u2019m not sure what has broken you at this time in your life. It may be the loss of a loved one, financial crisis, a painful break up, strained relationships, family issues or sickness. Whatever has broken you in this season I want you to remember this. <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

The beauty about brokenness is through it we have a chance to experience the true meaning of godly restoration. When God puts us back together \u201cpiece by piece.\u201d\u00a0When His loving hands press on our bleeding heart.\u00a0When He takes the time to bind up all\u00a0our wounds and heals us completely!\u00a0That experience is a life changing one.\u00a0When we\u2019ve been hurt by life, yes it\u2019s something we will never forget. But when we\u2019ve been HEALED by God that\u2019s a memory, an experience that transcends into all of eternity!<\/strong> <\/span><\/span><\/h5>\n

Always remember the greater the hurt and brokenness, the better and greater the healing will be! You are being refined. You are being FIXED<\/strong> into a more FINE-tuned<\/strong> vessel for the Lord. Rejoice\u00a0for your brokenness will reveal the glory and faithfulness of God. With each broken piece of your life, through\u00a0it\u2019s\u00a0cracks, God\u2019s light will seep through ever so brightly. And because of that, your testimony of brokenness will not only change you\u00a0but will forever change those around you for the better. Oh what beauty there is in your brokenness! Oh what beauty there is in brokenness!\u00a0<\/span><\/span>Let your cry be, <\/span><\/p>\n

\u201cOh Lord break me so you can make me into that which you will have me to be!\u201d<\/span><\/strong><\/p>\n

Be encouraged my friend. <\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

This is not the end for you.<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

It\u2019s only the beginning!\u00a0<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n

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\u201cBut we have this treasure in jars of clay to show that this all surpassing power is from God and not from us. We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed, perplexed, but not in despair, persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down but not destroyed.\u201d<\/span><\/span><\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n

-2 Cor 4:7-9<\/span><\/span><\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<\/blockquote>\n

With love,<\/span><\/p>\n

Ashley Moneet<\/span><\/p>\n

Fearless. Faithful. Following.<\/p>\n

*I want you to take some time this week to focus on the beauty in your brokenness. No matter what you are dealing with in life right now, or what you have dealt with, know that God has the power to make it beautiful.<\/p>\n

*Memory verses for this week:<\/strong> (2 Cor 4:7-9 & Psalm 37:17-18)<\/span><\/h5>\n
*Bible character to study:<\/strong> Joseph (Gen 37-50)<\/span><\/h5>\n

*If you have anything you would like to share, whether it be a testimony, a question, or you want to express\u00a0how you feel about\u00a0this blog, please comment below. I would love to hear from you!<\/p>\n

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